My mind has been creeping around into places I don’t like to go. Self-doubt seeps in. I am making comparisons with others that don’t look like me. Everything equals discontentment.
I recognized these feelings after a couple of days when they didn’t go away. I am restless. I found myself on Realtor.com, searching for something that would fill the void, something that would be the perfection that I was looking for – somewhere that I could rest. Yesterday evening online, these places tended to be places with Master Bathrooms in desiring zip codes.
Last night, I had some sense to call a friend to talk to truth to me. I knew God was not telling us to move, it was my state of mind, I love our home but I was too foggy to speak this truth to myself. I called Maddie, she told me just what I needed to hear and gave the assurance I needed to close Realtor.com. THANK YOU Maddie! Okay, I did leave one house up there for the remainder of the evening, but deleted the tab this morning, after realizing our backyard is way better.
Spring come quick!
“You have made us for Yourself, and our hearts are restless until they rest in You.” St. Augustine
